Goodbye Facebook.

Im so sorry for not writing yesterday,I had a busy day and just didn't have the time to really write a blog,which in a way is good thing,because I need to be busy.Its the best for me to busy right now.I have realized this blog is my life right now.I love it so much I want to continue writing on this for a while.I know im not very good at it and I have many mistakes,but Im trying my best and to be honest it does help me let my emotions out. I know a lot of people have given me some very good comments,and some very negative comments.I guess the best way to put this is Im doing this for myself,but Im wanting people to join me through it and follow me along.


Well anyways,Im pretty sure tomorrow I will not have time to write a blog because Im planning on going to Elitches,which is much needed since I haven't gone this summer yet which is kinda of surprising,so I think tonight is really where Im doing to write about saying goodbye to the most addicting site ever,Facebook. 

As you guys have read since the beginning of my blog,I have decided to delete my facebook for a good amount of time.I made this decision for the sake of me.I knew that Facebook was helping me distract myself at times,but at the same time would make me very sad. I had to see a lot of things on Facebook that would make me mad or get me aggravated.I would look at people's photos or statues and would get made sometimes I couldn't go out or that I didn't have many pictures to show.It was the small things I felt like I cared so much.Everybody today I feel like care a lot about what is on Facebook.A lot of people care what pose they do,what status they write,even some people feel like they need to tag everywhere they go. I have nothing against it,just why should I let a website run my life? Im not trying to say that Facebook is a bad website,I just know that I have seen so much go on since Ive been on facebook.I have always felt like I had to write a status because I wanted some to like it because I know how good of a feeling it is when people like your status.I felt like I had get all cute for a picture I was going to be tagged on or was going to post.I just don't need that right now in my life.I really need to think about more important things.I need to think about whats going to happen with me in school,my jobs Im planning on getting,and where im going after.I feel like if I go on Facebook Im just going to be feeling down on myself.I set this goal for myself,and I promised myself I would stick to it.A lot of people didn't believe me when I told them I made this decision.Some people laughed and said that I love it so much and I love going on it,why should I delete it. Like I said before,I have nothing against Facebook,there has been so many good outcomes that have come from it.I have met some amazing people through it,yeah im going to admit it I met some people online.I have also been able to connect with some of my old friends that I really felt like I wasn't going to have a connection with anymore. Ive been able to keep in contact with my cousin's that live in different part's of America and live in Israel. I have obviously been able to find some happiness in the pictures I was able to post,and I have just found so much good through Facebook that some of it I cant explain. Trust me,when I delete it it will be a bittersweet feeling.I promise you that.I probably will  be trying to go on it everyday through my phone,(I deleted my facebook application on my phone 2 months ago.Seriously.) I will be wishing if I took a picture with someone,I could be tagged in and change my profile picture. I will be defiantly think about statues I wish I could post on my profile and wishing I could share every second of my life on their.To be honest though,I keep think of all the positives I will have when I do delete it.I will be able to go out and do stuff instead of sitting in front of my computer or phone and staring out what people are doing or what people are saying.I would love to hear people are doing and stuff,but I would rather from a text or a phone call or us hanging out.I would love to keep in touch with people while its deleted.Ive sent a few messages to help saying I would love to keep in touch through phone,(I really would like to keep in touch by phone,please ask me for my number if you would like keep in touch.) I just know I need this more then ever.I don't care what people will think or say about it.Im so proud of myself for doing it to be honest.I feel like Im showing people that Im strong enough to delete something I usually was on 24/7.I never really had a day where I wasn't on facebook especially since it got easier and easier to go on your phone. I want to show you guys that sometimes there is more important things then the computer.I feel like if anyone else would decide to delete their facebook,I think your the strongest person in the world.All of us are so connected to technology,it sometimes sucks.I hate how sometimes I feel like I need my phone with me everywhere,when really I don't want my phone everywhere with me.I know having a phone is more of a privilege then a need,but I know I cant live without it.I feel like that's how Facebook started off for me.I know its on technology,but it is also just a website.I felt like the website was an actual computer and there was nothing else on it but Facebook. I do however know that I will be able to live without Facebook. I don't really know how long I will be off of it,but I know that ill be gone for a while.I know that some people will look at me,and think I wont be able to last,but I have really high hopes for me,and know in a couple of weeks,Ill be so happy I deleted it.I even am letting someone change my facebook password and my facebook's e-mail password so I wont have access to go on to it. I will still be on facebook,but only for my blog's facebook group,which I would really love for everybody to join,it would truly mean a lot to me. I don't consider it as me going on facebook,as I wont be posting blogs or I don't have a picture of myself,which I would like to mention ill be posting picture on here in a little bit because Im getting a laptop finally! I wont be adding people to my facebook.I will be only doing it for the purpose of my blog's group page.This is really a goodbye to Facebook for a while.Theres nothing left I can say that I have enjoyed it for the past 5 years.I have been amazed to see amazing things on there.I cant be anymore happy that I was able to connect to new people,and Ill be hoping for the best to everybody for who I don't keep in touch with.Goodbye Facebook.<3


I guess this blog is just dedicated to me leaving Facebook.There hasn't really been much bad going on.There has been some changes I have seen in the past two days.It has been very good changes.I was very happy that I was able to talk to my counselor about what I wrote on here on Wednesday and it was great to know that she really is helping me through some of this.Its great to know that me writing is helping me get through some of this.I truly love writing.I would also like to mention to the people who think this blog is really like a "diary or a journal" about my life,it is completely untrue.Lately,I have been receiving e-mails and messages about people who are going through the same thing as me.They have told me who that I was a very strong person for doing this and I should never stop and continue what Im doing. It is amazing when I see those messages.It first shows me people really are reading this.Im not alone.The only thing I could really say to those people was that I would love to be contact with them,because I want to let them know they aren't alone. I just want to say to everyone who has doubted me about this,or hasn't supported me through this,that's proof that even if im not giving advice I can truly help someone,and that's all that matters.


I really love all of you guys and Im so glad I decided to begin this because without it,I don't know what I would have done. I would really like to encourage people to please join my blog's facebook if you have not already done so.If you would like to know when I post a new blog or information about anything,that is where your going to find out. The link is http://www.facebook.com/groups/220049844705230. I would love for you to join it.




I love you and be kind to one another.


Love Always,

Talia Marcel <3