I want to thank everybody who has joined my facebook blog group (http://www.facebook.com/groups/220049844705230) its means a lot!! I just know that most of my traffic on this blog is from facebook and I would hate to delete it without people knowing I posted a new blog! Like I said I am still deleting my personal one because I just need to get away from it.I cant see people's profiles on the blog and I don't let people add me so there is no way I can really have a personal account on that Facebook,so I still count as me taking a break and am only going on facebook for my blog's and another page Im building. I would also like to note that if you join that page and share it with your friend's on your wall If I get 200 people to join it,Ill be giving away a 25 dollar gift certificate and If I get 300 people to join it,Ill be giving away a 50 dollar gift certificate.Im dead serious about it and Im going to give it to you with my own money (I don't get paid by Blogger.) Im just trying to grow my blog in anyway I can just for the fact that I love when I see people reading it. Everyday I seriously look at the Status section to see how many people have visited for the fact of knowing I really do have true fans.
Anyways continuing on with the main point of this,I feel like its been forever since I really wrote on here. I know I have posted a few blogs last few days,but I really haven't had time lately to sit and write one.Im so sorry for that. Well lately I guess you can say I have had eh moments and I have had good moments. Well I guess on Friday that blog was really the truth about what I never wanted to see.It really hurt having to deal with seeing that place,when I hope I don't have to go into that place for the reason why I had to go ever again. I know its really hard for some of you to get when I say things like that and I don't actually explain it.Well trust me,I cant really be open about it for the sake of me and for the sake of not having to deal with any pain or hurt to me or against me.I said before if you would really like to know,you are allowed to e-mail me and ask me or call/text me,or ask on facebook.If you really would like to know,Ill give you a truthful answer.Im not quite ready to be open about it yet,but I hope one day I will be able to. Its something I hear about everyday in news or just in person,and something I really don't like hearing about it.I will be open about it cause hey if someone ever has to go through something like that,I would like you to know that someone is here for you to help you support or advice.
Well about my weekend,well I guess I just babysat pretty much on Saturday which If it works out by the end of this week I might be having 3 jobs. Its crazy,but I kind of like it and Im kinda of excited if I do cause I would enjoy all 3 of the jobs and I would love to have all that money! :) but that's all Im gonna say about that haha. I guess lately just has been sucking with men problems. I guess its just getting more confusing now then it is hard.Its getting easier to talk to guys now but always in the back of my mind Im think about him. I don't know why I always think about him,but Im always thinking about him. I guess I can say I like another guy.Finally!! :) He doesn't want to be serious and is afraid Im looking at being in a relationship,but I was thinking about it I don't either.I really shouldn't be running into another a relationship when I should just be thinking about work and school for now. I feel like in a way I have been doing good without going cry this weekend.To be completely honest,I think this is finally my first weekend I haven't cried about anything. Yay I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!!! :) :) :) I seriously am I cant believe this weekend actually came now to be honest. Wow haha im sorry but I just realized how happy that makes me feel. Its a good feeling to know that I had a weekend finally this summer where I didn't cry or feel like I was getting hurt. I guess the question is do I go to counseling still with my him? I was thinking about going just so we can figure somethings out and maybe get to the point where for now we either have our distance or we just become friends. I guess if you can help me out with that question e-mail me with the address on the side and just help me out! If you want to know the question the question is: Should I take him to counseling with me or not?? Just reply with your answer on here,facebook,or Taliamarcelblogs@gmail.com Wow I am so happy I don't know how much more I can explain it. This has been a great feeling I just got and Im glad Im finally free for once without a weekend of me sitting and crying and thinking about him all day! Well on that note I have a funny story to tell you.Today at a restaurant I went with my parents,they messed up our order.The server (not ours) gave our meal to a different table and the people didn't even notice it wasn't there's. So me and my parents didn't really notice because we were talking about different subjects. Well the server came and told us that the manager was going to come by and talk to us.Well the manager came by and told us they messed up our order and was explaining it to us and told us that we will get all of our meals but of course drinks for free. Well afterwords the serve told us that the reason why they probably messed up was because they were looking at me the whole time and just couldn't keep theirs eyes of me.Hahaha sorry I thought that was funny.
Well anyways right now I have a sunburned back which is mixed in with an allergic reaction,trust me it hurts. Well I am so finally proud that I can post a blog where I am happy and you can hear it in my voice I am happy! :) This day has been an amazing day and I cant thank anyone more then the people that helped me have this amazing day! Well I need to go to sleep,so I hope everyone had a good weekend and like I said Please help me share my facebook group for this blog to everyone!!! Until next time. . . .
I love you guys with all my heart and be kind to one another! :)
Love Always,
Talia Marcel <3
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